NEW BLOG - 11/26/25
SITE UPDATES!
(i'll move these to the bottom soon)
- NEW infinity chan inspired gradient
- /blog/ /tech/ and /jeez/ will be clickable when finished
- random text has been shortened and redone
- this part of the site, /m/ for ME was reformated to look better
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My name is sam, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and extreme paranoia in late 2020 and started using the internet more than most people around me. this was part of what led me to become socially inept... i now spend most of my time indoors and away from physical contact. I used to own a 20k member discord server for nusois and various foodist servers that are obsolete now. I have very extremist views especially regarding biological females and transmen you'll see on /blog/ but I don't really align myself with any ideology. I like to talk about music and pseudo intellectual concepts regarding current online trends because i use the internet alot! and #ThosePeople ruin everything.
before you interact...
I AM DEEPLY INTO SAFELY PRACTICING PARAPHILAS AND NOT CAUSING ANY HARM TO ANY LIVING THING, MY WEBSITE WILL HAVE RESOURCES AND DEEP DISCUSSION ABOUT THEM. PLEASE DONT INTERACT IF YOU ARE NOT OPEN MINDED, AND OR UNCOMFY WITH THESE TOPICS, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED... nothing related is on this page since this is the front page!
When talking to me, I might need exact directions sometimes, I'm not really slow. I just need you to help me if you can!
I have a LOT of dms to look at, I still run pretty big servers, yet I usally do text first and try to remember things like birthdays and likes even if we're not close in your eyes. I hope I can be caring and sweet to you when you need a little upfifting somedays...
I am a very mentally ill person, I can’t take care of myself or others. If I upset you, tell me directly and I will try my best to stop what i'm doing or cut contact. It makes me very upset when people don't say things to me directly because I get very confused.
favorite media
- for MUSIC I recommend newpipe, it lets me use soundcloud on android smoothly with no ads
- Belood, Zatru, LM40KYS, Edward Skeletrix, Vibemode, Fern Shy, Lush Soma, Murdstah, Boolymon, Luci4, Lumi Athena, Perc40, tdf, Evilgiane, Che, Huaunted Mound, Twovrt, Squillo, Wildkarduno, Smokingskul, Jerm, Xul.. and then more mainstream artists like Summrs, OsamaSon, Ken Carson, Fakemink, Nettspend, Skilla Baby, SlimeGetEm and Rich Amiri,
- (really just shoegaze/screamo/post-rock/post-hardcore)
- Title Fight, Sweet Pill, Citizen, Basement, Whirr, Ovlov, Balance and Composure, Tigers Jaw, The Story So Far, Turnover, Foxing, Movements, Have Mercy, Seahaven, Knuckle Puck, Real Friends, Microwave, Hot Mulligan, Pianos Become the Teeth, Mom Jeans, Free Throw, Nothing, Sorority Noise, The World Is a Beautiful Place & I Am No Longer Afraid to Die, Daylight, All Get Out, Joyce Manor, Tiny Moving Parts
- I dont watch a lot of tv or anime but i really love ADULT SWIM animated tv shows
- Common Side Effects and Saveners Reign are my favorites, and i also like The Eric Andre Show, Joe Pera Talks With You, Tim & Eric Awesome Show, Great Job!, Smiling Friends, Off the Air, Xavier: Renegade Angel, The Shivering Truth, Dream Corp LLC, Moral Orel, Three Busy Debras, Superjail!, Metalocalypse, Black Dynamite, Tigtone, Your Pretty Face Is Going to Hell, and YOLO.
socials
I AM REWORKING BLOCK QUOTES.
- DEERGOD